I had this friend in high school and she was rly cool and had alot of friends  and stuff and I didn’t and she liked that I was weird and whatever and we would hang out and i started realizing I hate her and that she was like everyone else and just wanted to be cool and she didn’t see it so I stopped talking to her and she texted me earlier and idk I mean she was cool but rly not cool. she was kinda like those girls who try to be quirky and different and idk how to explain it idk but it rly rustled my jimmies °~°

My sister brought my little brother over and he’s spending the weekend with me and I’m so happy bcuz I like talking to him and he’s hilarious and the coolest dude I know and he lets me put makeup on him and he makes me forget alot of stuff and he’s just a good time so we’re here playing video games ¥(^~^)¥

I’m so hungry but I cant keep food down and my body aches and my head hurts and idk what to do except sleep ughghgugggh

I hope aliens take me away soon 

I peaked in second grade

I wish I was one of the normal ppl in high school who had friends nd did stuff and talked abt normal stuff like boys and makeup and getting high and going to parties or sthin maybe I wouldn’t be so sad all the time if I had tried  to be like that idk